What the heck are you supposed to do when the love of your life belongs to a religion where he's not allowed to date until he's seventeen? What kind of cruel world is this? That's not fair in any way. That's the kind of disappointment that makes you want to go die in a hole and burn up so no one can ever find you, or run away to Mars and never come back. That, my friend, is just another example of why nothing in my life ever works. Nothing can ever just work. There has to be some complicated drama and negotiation just to get the reaction you're looking for, and even then it doesn't work. I'm trying to be grateful for what I have, but sometimes it's just hard.
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